Kms

Spurningur: Its my birthsay today but honestly idgaf. I just want to kms but at the same time i dont want to. I wanna end it so bad but i also wanna achieve my dreams and i know what job i want. And i cant get help. Sometimes i attempt but stop myself. Ill give 2 examples One time id just been like bullied alot and i came home (this was right by my house and also i had been bottling everything up i didnt cry when i got bullied i js laughed but the second i came home i started crying) but yeah and i took my charger and put it tightly around my throat and i stopped myself and i did it again it was almost as if i couldnt rven control myself i just wanted to end it all Ok example 2 i was in the showering and staring at the yk that showers are like long and they have this metal long moving thing that makes it so u can move it? Yeah i was staring at that for a while contemplating and then i eventually took it and wrapped it around my throat and i held it there a while but then stopped myself. Anyways yeah idrk what to do but my only solution rn is legit just reading my favourite manga and self harm its basically the only 2 things distracting me, also hanging out with one of my dear friends i love her so much she dosent know about any of thid but hanging out with her just brings me so much joy and she makes me laugh so much i just forget it all, but yeah also i cant get help or maybe im just telling myself that but yeah soooo Eisini svara bara á føroyskum ^^

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Takk fyri, at tú skrivar so opið um hetta. Tað ljóðar sum tú stendur í einari sera tungari støðu, har tú veruliga pínist innaní og, har tankar skifta millum sjálvskaða og ein part av tær, sum framvegis vil liva og náa tínar dreymar. Hetta er eitt krevjandi innara stríð, og tað gevur meining, at tú kennir teg bæði bangna og útkoyrda. Tá mann hevur verið undir trýsti, til dømis av happing ella øðrum trupulleikum, kunnu kroppurin og sinnið reagera við ógvusligum kenslum og impulsum. Hetta er ikki tekin um, at okkurt er galið við tær. Hinvegin er tað ein menniskjalig reaktión upp á stóra sálarliga pínu.

Tú lýsir støður, har tú næstan missir tamarhaldið eina løtu. Tá kann tað hjálpa at hava heilt ítøkiligar strategiir fyri at steðga: at leggja tað, tú heldur í, frá tær, at flyta teg kropsliga úr støðuni, ella gera okkurt, sum ger teg róliga. Til dømis at lesa Manga ella vera saman við vinfólki. Tað, at tú sjálv steðgar tær er SO flott, og vísir, at ein sterkur partur av tær vil verja teg.

Tó skalt tú ikki standa einsamøll við hesum. Tað er týdningarmikið at siga einum vaksnum, tú hevur álit á, eitt nú foreldrum, einum lærara, heilsufrøðinginum í skúlanum, onkrum í familjuni, vinfólki ella foreldrum hjá vinfólki, hvussu tú veruliga hevur tað.

Sama hvussu fastlæst tað kennist nú, so broytast kenslur og lívsstøður. Tað, at tú bæði stríðist og framvegis droymir, er eitt sterkt tekin um vón! Tú eigur ikka at klára hetta einsamøll, hjálp er til tín, og tú ert verd at fáa hana.

Tú ert vælkomin at skriva aftur ella at ringja til Tú og Eg Ráðgevingina á 116111, sum er opin allar gerandisdagar frá kl 18 til 22.